Apparently, I’ve got spondylolisthesis, meaning that a disk in my spine has slipped out of place (to a rather extensive degree, according to my doctor; it was a relief, at least, to have a professional tell me I wasn’t just being pathetic).
It fucking sucks. I’m laying in my bed now and I cannot describe to you the ways my back pieces currently feel like they are moving, except to say that the sensation is pervasive and unpleasant. Before I went to the doctor, I spent eleven days barely able to stand. I only left my bed to use the restroom and even that was an iffy prospect.
It’s unclear if this makes it better or worse, but the most likely cause for this that has been put forth so far is hilarious … And embarrassing.
Anyway, I’ve been enjoying this debilitating situation for a few months now and the next opportunity to potentially fix it is thirteen days from now. I wish it were today.
Thanks! I will admit I fell asleep shortly after making that comment, then woke up and saw that I had done so. I had no idea why I’d made that comment until I finally re-noticed your username.
A lot of people, including you, have said some very nice things in this thread. Not a person has mocked or criticized me. I appreciate all of you.
Lemmy has such kind people! I’m glad you napped.
No criticism at all. We have all felt stupid in front of a doctor. I felt stupid going to see a physiotherapist but that’s what they are there for. Sometimes even need a second opinion.
If you ever want to talk just send a message. Not sure your time zone but 12 days after today!