flandish

capitalism.

not much different than the current era in modern nations - cf: a gov firebombing an entire philly block because one house had some anti US brown folk in it.

capitalism gonna capitalism, man. you know the answer.

it really took a turn when i was 32. i held my wife as she died of cancer then had to tell the kids. yep the world sucks and i do what i can to help my community. but at the end of the day … I just got lots of healing to do for sure. thanks for your kind words. :)

thank you.

i dodo stuff. been a first responder for 20 years. help with my community in ways i can. heck I’ve even served on unelected boards/commissions too.

it’s possible to also be exhausted.

sure. just remember: nothing I wrote indicates I don’t also try to make a difference where I can. ;)

what’s telling I suppose is that I fucking hope the end is near. i’m exhausted, depressed, sad, and generally realizing at 46 I am watching “peers” and family retire at 62, 64, 67, or 72 an then die a year later. While capitalism just eats up all it can of these people.

“I got people waiting for me” is what I say when I mention I don’t care if I wake up tomorrow; yet I’m certain there is some sort of Orpheus and Eurydice level trickery too.

So we just wait and watch the world burn.

and then they’ll parallel push for removal of passports for these groups. then they’ll push to make passports required for voting….

fucking nazis. all of them.

god bless this meth.

i think, if they want me to play them, they need to be priced appropriately. unless I’m going to find a year of joy and replayability, I’m not sinking 60+ into a game. I have a limited budget, don’t pirate games, and want to know I support devs when I can.

25 is the perfect “i got paid today lemme try this” price for me.

15 is the perfect “I’ll get this, and maybe it’ll stay in my lib, but it supports a new fellow dev. cool.”

i mean we know he did it. we’ve seen the evidence and testimony. this fascist won’t fall because of these charges; he’s already a convicted felon and has been impeached before…

and sadly thanks to modern american marketing an distraction, this won’t inspire revolution either. :(

this is just distraction from the fact that he’s still supporting a fucking genocide.

ehh. its sole purpose, truly, is to make the operator giggle. i have plenty of cheap rounds for the sks and such.

i need to find me some 50ae again. ugh. it’s so expensive.

i don’t disagree and it saddens me. I’d like to think we, as a society, can help them not join. However so much marketing an configuration has happened that makes it all but impossible for some kids in some areas. This is, of course, the plan. :(

well to be completely fair the natl guard also volunteered , as adults, knowing full well how this military operates and has for decades … (i have no sympathy for anyone who has volunteered to be a member of this military.)

however, i was speaking more to the corporations who choose to support these deplorable policies for profit.

the places these jackbooted thugs are billeted need to be named and shamed. Hotels, motels, campgrounds, parks, etc.

what are those?

You already know the answer… the indigenous people were not actually people in the eyes of the colonists.

Second. I use little 3x5 ish sized cheap notebooks an a small lead-holder.